Song makes me feel great.
Endless feelings
anxiousness.
depression.
emptiness.
sadness.
I want to feel better, but I just wont let myself.
5 more days…
till I can remember what its like not to feel lonely even if its just for two days at a time…
cant wait for this emotional cycle to end.
Its exhausting having to power through weeks appearing to be content.
Then gaining back my happiness and then falling back down.
Let it go.
Why cant i seem to do that?
just let it go. thats all i wanna do.
i wanna let myself be happy and stop being so negative all the time.
im the only person thats keeping me from being happy and enjoying the things that i love.
